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| 07:15pm 30/08/2009 |
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I HATE YOU ALL!!!*
*i do not, in fact, hate all of you. only most of you. |
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| Rise Against, writing, and crap |
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| 02:52am 12/06/2009 |
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So. I'm not dead yet. thats a plus. so. let us begin
OMFG! rise against. holy crap its a band full of dudes who...well...look like dudes. no eyeliner, they have beards, much like theroy of a deadman. this makes me happy. take that you pansy ass fallout boys! i dont care if you are named after a simpsons joke, that wont make up for pete wentz and "guyliner" *shudder*
Anyway,
So i'm thinking about starting a weekly writing journal. most likely a story narative. i'm thinking after the bomb drops biker type thing, but its still in the works. anyone interested?
In other news, I'm finaly working again. thats ace.
Alright, thats all. Resume your lives awaiting my next post. |
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| 03:43am 02/04/2009 |
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i was talking to a friend about some people i use to hang out with. high school and middle school friends, ya know. well, it turns out that out of the four of them, my ex included...i'm the only one whos life hasent turned into a train wreck. christ almighty, when did i become the responsable one? |
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| since this thing is dead, i can afford to vent a little. |
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| 05:29am 16/03/2009 |
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Apparently, i've got a little more battle stress then i thought from iraq. i dont know what it is, other then having a friend come back from over there. but so far, i've been having vivid dreams, i cant sleep well, and sometimes i forget people i've known for a while. shits just going a little fucking wanky |
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| 09:41pm 16/11/2008 |
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comeing home from iraq for good. had enough, see you soon, folks |
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| still alive |
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| 05:45pm 08/07/2008 |
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not dead yet, thats a plus. currently in iraq at an undisclosable location. its hot, its sweaty, and the whole place smells like ass. (or dose ass smell like iraq) other then that, not alot going on besides morters and fleas. |
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| greetings from harmony hill. hooah! |
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| 09:12am 25/05/2008 |
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so i'm sitting here at harmony hill at ft. benning georgia. home of the 3rd ID, the rangers and a slew of other grab ass army guys. actualy, its not too bad. 3 hots and a cot makes living life easy. i'm leaving for iraq soon and i'm very excited about it. i ant tell you too much about it other then it should be a fun experience. if any of you dont have my cell phone number its 817 372 4689. i should be able to get calls in theater. |
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| 04:00pm 03/05/2008 |
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alright guys, time for a big update.
as it stands now i've graduated collage in febuary. hoo-ray. i broke up with my feioncee chelsea but thats kind of old news. i also now have a job with the department of the army as a civilian employee going over seas to do some contract work. its good shit, if you can get it. i leave for ft. benning georga on the 25th and from there i go to iraq. cant say where though. this should be fun |
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| fuck |
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| 01:32pm 22/11/2007 |
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is this thing even still on? ok, well...i live, thats obvious. i no longer date chelsea, obviously. i'm about to get out of school, and life is not suck. and i miss you guys! |
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| better now? |
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| 05:52pm 09/06/2007 |
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music: flyleaf- all around me
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i think chelsea and i are better now, i guess...i think, i dont really know any more. i guess i'm just numbed to the whole thing. if she wants to go off, let her. if she stays, thats fine too. this is why i like cars, no grey areas. they eather work or they dont...ah what the fuck ever. you guys have my phone number, gimme a call some time |
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| A freindly note from Sceleris |
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| 01:44pm 19/03/2007 |
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mood:  chipper
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mwhahaha I have stolen his LJ! well, i just wanted to leave word for all the peoples on here that zach kinda ran away to facebook and myspace because he is a dork but i still love him and now i have a shiny shiny sparkly on my finger to go with the fact that i'm marrying him. YAY! So he is not dead, he is doing well in school, he is somewhat stable emotionally....most of the time.
There you go,
BYE! |
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| Update |
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| 05:08pm 04/12/2006 |
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ok, chelsea is still in the hospital. she was suppost to go home today but her fever spiked. she should get out tomorrow unless something changed |
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| 09:35am 02/12/2006 |
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mood:  scared
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as i post this i've gotten less then 1 hour of consecutive sleep, so bare with me.
chelseas in the hospital with a urineary tract infection, high feever, and the infection spread to her kidneys. we signed in at about 7:30 last night, its 8:30 AM as i write this. god, i'm tired and i'm worried sick. if you dont hear from me for a spell...thats why |
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| I'm not dead! just cross dressing! |
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| 10:07pm 30/11/2006 |
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well..not realy, but it got your attention dident it? alright, for those of you who dont have my facebook or my myspace (Scorn to you all!) i'm not dead, just frozen due to a freak cold snap...wonder if the hobos are gonna get it. anyway, in college (i got it right this tiem, yay!) but its cold. i love school...like...beyond words. tools, cars, hot rods! women in uniform *spooge* moving on, i now work at sears. w00t. no, i will not loose this job. anyway, its cold and my left nut hurts, so i'm going to bed. poor nut.. |
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| an open letter to myself |
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| 09:47pm 08/11/2006 |
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mood:  determined
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Dear Zach,
as I/You/we know, I/you/we like to refer to My/your/our self(s) in third person so from henceforth, i shall refer to you as you.
Now that you have your GED and your fully accepted into school its time we spoke. i saw your post recently asking yourself a myriad of "why" questions, i'm not here to answer them. what i am here to do is to explane to you what is now going to happen. you see, you stand on the cusp of the next big step. this is important, more then you could ever know because this is where the rest of your life beings.
You now have the path before you. the only thing that can hold you back is yourself. however, i have the upmost faith in you that you will not hold yourself back but instead bolster yourself forward. even some of your harshest critics and your most hated enemys have said you have drive. evangiline, who as we all know hates and disgusts you, said you had more ambition then she had ever seen before. (and shes a drum major in the duncanville band, that should tell you something) i will not tell you that you have the potental, for potental is not being used. i will instead remark to you that you WILL succeed to the top. you have the knowlage, the drive is in you, your ambition is strong. with these hands given unto you, so shall you build your empire. your dreams will not come to you on a platter, nor will they be easy to obtaine for if they were, would you truely covet them so? no, instead the road will be difficult. the leinght of time is up to you but your dreams will come to life forged by your sweat, and blood. no tears will be shed but instead determination will cement them together. your goals are the immovable object. you are the unstopable force.
there will be things that you think you cannot handle, and i asure you that you will stumble...but you will get back up. be it a swagger, a strut, a trudge, a march, or a stride you will continue to move forward. you dident make it here by makeing apologys and waiting for someone else to do it. you've put it off long enough. you've stood ildy by and watched others go before you and now it is your turn. once you set off, theres no turning back. your not alone in your quest to wherever you go, but it is you alone who must do this. support is there, but we both know that you could do this yourself if only you set your will behind it.
There is fear, and there is doubt in your heart. you no longer have a place nor a use for these. fear and doubt are luxuries that children are afforded. the time for your fear is up, you must set these aside for only now with your determination and ambition will you succeed. should you doubt, should you fear then you will fall and be nothing. this will not happen, for i know in my heart of hearts you will push yourself, you will strive, and you will overcome.
Improvise, Adapt, Overcome.
signed
zach |
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